Current mood:

awake

So last week
There were a bunch of layoffs. Then I get an email from one of my old friends. Who managed to burn up all of his possessions in California, and then hitchhiked and rode the bus from California to Austin, where he emailed me from the public library asking if he could stay with me. Now, there are about 3 people I would actually let live in my house. One is my best friend, who I have known since I was 5. That'd be 31 years. Then there is another friend at work. Then there is this guy, because when I was working customer service for EvilSoullessCompany (ESC to its close friends), he lent me money on multiple occasions and helped me out in lots of ways.

Except I live alone. And I really, really, really, really hate people in my space. And of course I had not cleaned in ....well, a long time. And my pseudo boyfriend is supposed to be here in 2 weeks. Which should prove quite interesting, even though houseguest is sleeping on my living room floor in a sleeping bag. And my computer is mysteriously FUBAR, which pleases me not at all.

I think if I ever get married we will definitely have to occupy different sides of the same duplex.

I'm at work and have a headache. I feel guilty about hating my job when there are lots of people who probably would have liked to stay around but couldn't.

I watched A Walk to Remember tonight. Not often that a movie can actually make me bawl my eyes out anymore. Mourning my own lost innocence at least as much as the protagonist's death, methinks.

One more hour til I can sleep. Sorry for the rambling incoherence.